On Monday, I lost My Very Best Friend, My Business Partner, My Biggest Supporter, My Soul Mate, The Father of our Son, My Husband of 40 years and a Follower of Jesus Christ.. For those that knew Jay, know what I am talking about.
He had the biggest heart of anyone I have ever known. A smile that could only make you smile back. He also put everyone before himself. Was always willing to lend a hand, or a shoulder to lean on. He was a bus driver and he loved "all of his kids". And I know all the kids loved Mr. B.
And even though I feel such an empty feeling right now, I know without a doubt I will see him again.
For the time being, I am going to take a step back from my blog, Stamp of the Month and YouTube Videos. I don't know for how long. I just need to rest in Jesus' arms for awhile and grieve. I have the blessed assurance that Jesus will get me through this trial. Even though I do not understand why Jay's life was cut so short right this minute, I know God needed him and I will see him again.
If you would like to know more about this amazing man, that I was so blessed to have in my life you can see his obituary here.